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Alyssa 15. Sophomore @ Westmont High Class of 2014. This is my personal blog by the way; a place where I can be me without getting judged by anyone.
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I know that it’s not me. But still, there’s something in the back of my mind and heart that keeps holding on to you.

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I don’t want a perfect relationship

All I want is to be with him. It doesn’t matter if we fight, or if we occasionally hurt each other. If in the end we stay by each other, then that’s all that counts. 

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Me: I don't know... It's tiring to you know? I'm really not expecting much from him. I just want to be appreciated and cared by him for ones.
Friend: You know? If he doesn't care about you, why is he still in your life? I'm not going to lie, you are a handful. But see? He's still here right next to you. He checks up on you a lot, specially now that you're not having the best time because of your grandma. He goes off of his way to at least greet you every day. And you're saying he doesn't appreciate you? He says thank you to things you've done for him. Yeah, I know sometimes he can be such a dick and an asshole. But when you do things for him, he does thank you. Dude, I know how much you love this boy. Because if you didn't, we wouldn't be having this conversation right now. But seriously, if he still occupies your mind and heart this much, I'm pretty sure you're still in love with him. And honestly, I'm okay with that. As long as you're happy.
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"Don’t you dare give up on someone who makes you happy or I will kill you!"

→Best Friend
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That awkward moment when you turn to stare over at you crush and they are already looking your way. :)

(Source: shufflin95, via d-o-n-t--give--up)

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I guess I’ve been thinking about you toomuch again this past month. Maybe because we’ve been hanging out every weekend since May started haha. And honestly, I have no complain with that. I really love spending those days with you<3 Again, you’re my first again in something… First guy who’s been to my house and first guy who I had a night adventure with. Darn, why!? LOL~ You’re my first in a lot of things now x.x Good thing you’re not my first kiss; not yet at least. And hopefully when that day comes, that’s the day that we would finally clear our relationship. But seriously, we’ve been like this for almost 6 months now, even though I’ve liked you for over a year. Hopefully soon, things will get better.

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I know he’s not perfect

But he’s all I want.

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Opinions of Others

If you love someone, why would the opinions of others matter? So what if they don’t like the person you love? So what if they think you can get someone better? So what if they think you should just move on because it’s the “right” thing to do? So what if they think the person you love is a huge asshole? So what if they think you’re stupid for falling for him over and over again, even after he’s hurt you so much?If you truly love someone, none of those would matter. Because no matter how much you’re hurting while you’re standing by his side, it’s better than not being near him at all. Seriously, wouldn’t you rather have him close by, at least he can acknowledge your existence once in a while, than him ignoring you and pretending that you don’t exist?

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